In John 8:1-11 we read about a women who found herself caught in the act of adultery. She was guilty. No excuse, no way out of it.
Have you ever dealt with the same feelings of guilt and shame? Of feeling like you’d made such a horrible mistake that God could never forgive you? That God would never want to be in a relationship with you?
They grabbed her hands and dragged before everyone in the town, putting her and her terrible, awful choice on display. “Look at what this woman has done!” the voices shouted. “Can you believe that she did such a despicable thing?”
Her shoulders slumped lower in shame and she fell to her knees in weakness. Her soul felt wretched, empty and utterly lost.
But then He–Jesus, the God in flesh–saw her. His gaze wasn’t condemning and harsh; and He spoke the words that silenced her accusers in an instant. Then He gently blessed her with words that conveyed both forgiveness and freedom: “Go and sin no more.”
This same Jesus that forgave the woman caught in adultery is the same God that wants to offer you forgiveness, hope and healing–no matter what you’ve done.
Read on to discover the solution to dealing with guilt and shame–for good.
What Does Condemning Guilt and Shame Feel Like?
If you’re dealing with guilt and shame (and feel like there’s no way out), I want you to know that you’re not alone. We’ve all experienced guilt and shame.
In fact, when you’re dealing with guilt and shame:
- You hear the screaming voices in your head declare that you are awful and wretched and beyond hope.
- You feel paralyzed and trapped, as if there’s no way out.
- Perhaps you consider reaching out to God, but you hear a voice quickly say, “That’s true for every situation but this one. This really is too much. It’s too despicable.”
When facing guilt and shame, we are surrounded by lies–the lies of the enemy. And, on the surface, those lies make sense because we know what we did was wrong. We want to run and to escape and to be free, but the lies keep us pinned down.
How Many of Us Naturally Respond to Guilt and Shame
At first we don’t worry about those lies so much. We just close a door off to that part of our heart that is hurting from the mistake we’ve made.
We keep pressing on and stick our proverbial fingers in our ears to block out the shame and guilt. No one needs to know about it, right? No one will find out, we tell ourselves.
Besides, the phone is ringing and the kids are fighting in the other room and we tell ourselves that life must go on.
But as the days wear on, we find out the horrible truth: Our mistake is not buried behind a closed door. In fact, even if no one around us has found out, the inner torment is constant.
And the next time we make another bad choice (which is bound to happen since we’re all imperfect), we notice that the oppressive heaviness intensifies. And oh how the weight of the guilt and shame now crushes and hardens our hearts!
We need talk to someone about it, but who? Can God help, and if so, how can we bring these feelings of guilt and shame before Him? What does that actually look like (in real life)?
Finding Hope When You’re Consumed with Guilt and Shame
Yes, we all must face the aftermath of our mistakes. But unfortunately, many of us get stuck in those dark, deep prisons of condemnation and guilt and have no idea how to climb out.
And those deep caverns of shame keep us from having the full, vibrant life–of knowing God and becoming the joy-filled women He desires us to become!
Yet, the great news is that, yes, just like the story of the woman above, there is a way out.
When others (or even your own heart) won’t offer anything but reproach and vehemence, there’s a hand reaching out that’s ready to offer something perhaps you thought never possible: Hope.
Friend, that’s what I want to walk you through today. I too have felt the heaviness of my own guilt and shame and I want to share with you the hope that’s possible to you and everyone else, no matter what you’ve done.
The first step to processing our shame in a healthy way is to make a critical distinction: Are we dealing with conviction or condemnation?
How to Deal with Guilt and Shame: Is It Conviction or Condemnation?
What is Conviction?
Conviction is God’s prompting in our heart to make a decision that brings us in closer fellowship to Him. God allows us to feel conviction so that we can live the humble, righteous lives he calls us to.
Conviction is an important part of the Christian life! We can’t have God’s grace without his gentle spirit of guidance. We could not grow spiritually without his promptings to live differently or to confess wrongful actions to Him.
Since conviction comes from God and God is the definition of perfect love (1 Cor 13; 1 John 4:18) we can know that all conviction will be done from God’s pure heart of love (even if His truth stings sometimes).
In short, conviction is a good thing, and we must continually tune our heart to the Holy Spirit so that we can be quick to respond to any conviction He gives.
What is Condemnation?
Condemnation, on the other hand, is a negative, destructive thought pattern that seeks to destroy and undermine our self-confidence.
Condemnation doesn’t give healthy, biblical answers to a situation. Instead it fills a heart with with phrases like “You’ll never break this pattern,” “You’re worthless,” and “You’re a horrible person.”
There is no guidance toward God. Instead, condemnation is a prison—a breaking down of the spirit—and often leads to additional sin.
Jesus describes two distinct patterns of guidance in the parable of the sheep and the wolves. He says in John 10:10: “The thief’s purpose is to steal and kill and destroy. My purpose is to give them a rich and satisfying life.”
And that’s the best way to think of it: Condemnation brings destruction and disorder; while conviction brings healing and peace.
4 Steps to Freedom from Guilt and Shame
How can we tell if what we’re facing is true conviction from God or condemnation from the enemy (or from our own selves)?
And ultimately, how can we remove the heaviness and guilt inside that results from our bad choices?
Here are four simple steps to take.
Step 1: Ask God to help you clarify where the guilt and shame is coming from.
We serve a good, good God who wants to help us untangle our often confusing emotions.
Go to quiet place and take a few minutes to talk to God about all of it—your anger, your sadness, your guilt—through prayer and examination of various Bible passages (many people call this a quiet time, and you can learn how to have a quiet time with God here).
Don’t rush this process. Just read, share your heart with Him and listen. It’s OK if you need to spend several times alone with Him before you get clear answers about what’s going on.
Remember that God is on our side (always!) and wants to help you sort through all you’re feeling. He wants to give you the healing you’re seeking. Expect his help and his answer.
Step 2: Separate the conviction from the condemnation.
During these moments, God may show you that your feelings of guilt and shame are a complicated mix of both conviction and condemnation (this is often true for me, especially if I’ve allowed the emotions to fester for a while).
That’s fine and that’s normal. Be gentle with yourself as you separate out conviction from condemnation. Sometimes I even make a list of convictions and condemnations so that I can really see on paper what’s going on.
Step 3: Learn from the conviction and restate the condemnation.
Remember that God can use the feelings of guilt and shame for a good purpose. What healthy things is God trying to share with you (conviction)? How is God trying to direct you back on the good path? Ask for forgiveness and for His help in living out those truths.
Conversely, which emotions are flat out lies meant to destroy (condemnation)? Reword the negative, destructive thoughts into His life-affirming truths.
For example, recently I’d said some pretty awful things to my husband while we were in the middle of an intense “discussion” (read: an argument). God convicted me that I’d used my words to destroy instead of build up (Proverbs 12:18) (and yes, I needed to heed that warning and ask both God and my husband for forgiveness).
But I also heard terribly condemning thoughts like, “What an awful wife you are,” and “Your husband is going to leave you because you’re not good enough for him”. Those were not of God and I needed to call them out as lies.
Instead I restated them as these truths: “God uses my imperfections to demonstrate to others that He lives in me,” (2 Corinthians 4:7-12) and “As a daughter of God, I am no longer identified by my mistakes but I am completely redeemed and always ‘good enough’” (John 8:1-11).
Note: These aren’t “feel good” expressions but instead an affirmation of God’s truth supported by scripture. They are the thought patterns we need to cling to when condemnation strikes!
Step 4: Let go of the guilt and shame, and walk on.
Once God has revealed any conviction (and you’ve asked for forgiveness and help to live differently), and He’s shown you how to rework the condemnation into truth, you can walk in forgiveness and freedom!
Just like that woman caught in adultery who saw no where to turn and no way out, God is there reaching out, ready to listen and to offer you guidance to the healing you need.
He’s a good father that corrects his children in love, and who also shows them how to walk in that new path (and promises to be with them every step of the way).
I pray that you can prayerfully follow these steps so that you can move forward, walking confident and free in God’s grace!
His hand is reaching out to you today, ready to give you hope and to heal you from your shame. Will you take it?
I pray that you can prayerfully consider what we talked about in this post so that you can move forward, walking confident and free in God’s grace!